Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Sigh.

4 trillion and other goodies...

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The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Miss this guy yet_

Got this forwarded from a friend



MISS THIS GUY YET?


 


"Socialism only works in two places: Heaven where they don't need it and hell where they already have it." -Ronald Reagan

 'Here's my strategy on the Cold War:


We win, they lose.'

- Ronald Reagan


 'The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help.'
-Ronald Reagan


 'The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant; it's just that they know so much that isn't so.'


-Ronald Reagan


 'Of the four wars in my lifetime, none came about because the  U.S. was too strong.'
- Ronald Reagan


 'I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandments would have looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress.'
 -Ronald Reagan


 'The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination.'
- Ronald Reagan


 'Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no sense of responsibility at the other.'
- Ronald Reagan



'The nearest thing to eternal life we will ever see on this earth is a government program.' - Ronald Reagan


 'It has been said that politics is the second oldest profession. I have learned that it bears a striking resemblance to the first.'
- Ronald Reagan


 'Government's view of the economy could be summed up in a few short phrases: If it moves, tax it. If it keeps moving, regulate it. And if it stops moving, subsidize it'


- Ronald Reagan


 'Politics is not a bad profession. If you succeed, there are many rewards; if you disgrace yourself, you can always write a book.'
- Ronald Reagan


 'No arsenal, or no weapon in the arsenals of the world, is as formidable as the will and moral courage of free men and women.'
- Ronald Reagan






--
The Old Fool


“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.




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Monday, December 28, 2009

GREAT article

The War on (fill in the misleading blank).


A second great article, although on a different topic...

Public Vs. Private Property

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The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Dear Potter, part II

The Old Fool’s instruments have been silent these past weeks now. Once in danger of an early grave in the rubbish heap from overuse, they feel the cold grip of forgotten obsolescence creeping into their very cores.

He has never been this quiet before, has he? And even in troubled times, he always found comfort and solace in the work we help him accomplish. These days it seems it’s merely voices in a distance we hear; always different, always new ones, but with one homogenizing characteristic – the sadness, despair, and grief in the voices.


Could it be our beloved master has passed on, and we can hear naught but his mourners these days? Surely not…but then again, we have not heard his voice, his booming laughter, his commanding presence these past days. Sad strangers and murmurs have been our only company of late…could our work be finished now forever, what of…


The subtle click of the opening door is enough to silence the current idle talk, although repartee it was not. The door has been a constant barrier to the knowledge of what has actually occurred, and an expectant hush falls over the old fellowship. A soft lamp is reawakened, casting its warmth about, dispelling the dark cold that had roosted in the quiescent room.

An unheard gasp shocked around the room and reverberated in the undisturbed air as the collected instruments, the Fool’s constant companions, finally witnessed the invader to the formally dormant space – the Fool slowly settling into his familiar place.

Absently, his fingers flit and caress from one instrument to the other, the familiarity of years giving the task a surprising intimacy, “I have missed…” The words spoken so softly and ended in the thoughts of the fool would have been lost in the silence of a graveside service…but to the gathered audience they strike the sweet timber of life in what had been a dead space for far too long.

The searching hand settles on the most familiar instrument of all…whose employ had written more ideas into existence and commanded more things be done with a flourish of the Fool’s name upon an unassuming line than some could accomplish in several lifetimes.  Their mate pressed back into service, the reserve units eagerly await their own call up for today’s duty.  Yet, one by one they are bypassed by the unoccupied hand of their master until it settles on the small stack of unofficial stationary. These scraps of dried pulp, usually relegated to the mediocrity of a scrawled note pinned to an official document or creation, suddenly called to the front for first-wave duty.

Before the confusion sets, the deflowering words upon the pristine space clarifies the Fool’s intentions on this day…

Dear Potter,


Not again! So much silence, so much disuse…and for this we are called to duty again? Shall we never perform a service of value again?


Dear Potter,


What self-serving nonsense will it be this time? Wet dirt? Mudpies? Children’s crafts? Better to have been left alone than returned to this…


But this time, there is no hesitation in the Old Fool’s advance from the beachhead of these formerly hated words. Slowly, at times unsteadily, but always determined, the words march onto the page. The Fool keeps up the assault, unrelenting, unyielding; the grief ever more apparent from the old and darkening eyes that once held such spark. Eyes whose appearance now silenced the protests, as the Fool’s words march on.

Dear Potter,


I have been a fool. I have embodied hubris. I sought your succor, pleaded for strength, sought  the purpose you set forth. My beloved Potter, these weeks you have had more faith in me than I and my life should have ever engendered.


What shall I say to all those you’ve brought to my door these past few weeks? Those whose pain, sorrow, loss, confusion, despair, emptiness and ache has daily shamed me for every moment’s self-pity my own diminutive woes begat? Mistaking my shame, my unfound wisdom – my silence – for a good ear, their hears they’ve laid bare.


Sweet Potter, I have not the words, the wisdom, or the ability to quaff even one of these overflowing cups of suffering you’ve laid at my door. I have no consolation to offer but lie that is the silence they mistake for wise listening. I lack the refuge of separation, impersonal distance, for they are all my beloveds, those I love and know, their grief my own as mine has often been theirs. I alone am unequal to the task.


Loving Potter, this Fool is left with naught but to arrogate, supplicate, plead for your guidance…your wisdom…your aid. Will You see fit to give me the words, the wisdom I do not have, to show them Your succor? Will you give them the wisdom to find their answers on their own, and simply leave me the strength to listen?


Dear Potter, I asked you to show me that I was your clay, now I redouble the entreaty and beg to be molded…I lay my own self bare…help me light the way to the comfort they need. If you would take my wealth, my joy, my life in payment, I would gladly surrender it all. Their anguish echoes in my heart…I cry out to you, show me how to one day echo with their joy!


Your unworthy, foolish clay,


The instrument finishes the final stroke on that once proud name, and joins its brothers in silence as they gaze upon their once proud master. The concept, once so easily dismissed by the gathered fellowship, now reaching clarity. Not a child’s toy. Not a mudpie. Not dirt and dirty water. Clay. Not just clay…the Potter’s Clay. His clay.

And if the Potter’s clay commands us, drives us, applies us…what are we after all?


The Old Fool rises and with a slow breath steels himself to welcome the next visitor, he returns the room to its erstwhile darkness. As the door, once a prison gate, now the access to a refuge, closes again, the Fool utters just two more words, a self-reminder on the way to his new task, ”His clay”…

And with the final click of the door, an unheard chorus quietly fills an undisturbed room,

Us too, sweet Fool, us too.

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Cry: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sX_xz5RYkXo



King Nothing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HJ9y4jzwXaA



Hero of the Day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPB3c6E7p44



The Unforgiven: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xhryYbyTZ2M




--
The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Friday, December 25, 2009

Trans-Siberian Orchestra christmas...

From the wonderful musicians at TSO...it hardly gets better than this. ;=)

From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQNirj6lbGY



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDS8U08Swb4



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cswzeH93nM



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BG3Fvi1pJh4



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SkjX9pdhQU4



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSHSzGzqwfs



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XeriJcu1eJM



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b20WvdNpomg




--
The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Monday, December 14, 2009

On writing

It is very interesting to me that for me, a person whose last year and next year will be very much focused on writing (papers, dissertation, reports, lecture notes, etc) and reading (homework, research papers, journal articles, etc), a relaxing hobby has become to write non-academic work.

I've always chalked it up to a passing fad, something I was doing just to while away some of the time...but I believe it is time to admit I may have a problem. :-) I recently did a bit of inventory, and between some autobiographical "memories" letters, prose, and a novel I'm in the middle of finishing, I have accumulated a lot more writing in the last 3.5 years than just "a passing fad". Depending on how one does their page counts, at last inventory I had between 400 and 600 pages of non-academic writing filling my "it's just a temporary fad" electronic ledgers. That number stunned me. Maybe not any of you who have been subjected to my overwrought verbosity, but it certainly did to me. It was like the "social smoker" who finally had to admit they were up to a pack a day...an eye-opener.

Another thing that has been extremely interesting to discover is exactly how this creative process works for me. I have long been a fan of Stephen King, and enjoyed just about anything he's ever written. When I have read his own essays on writing, and listened to interviews and missives he has from time to time released, as well as included in some of his fiction, he makes it very clear that he does not often (if ever) feel in control of the writing process. He seems to often describe it as somewhat of a spectator sport for him...he's writing a story, but it's almost because he's writing down something he's observing, and not necessarily planned and outlined out ahead of time.

The idea had always intrigued me, but to be perfectly honest, I had summarily chalked it up to "artistic exaggeration". After all, one does not really ghostwrite as he described, right? I mean, that was more the realm of fairy tales and bad horror movies...not real life.

And yet, after finding myself smack dab in the middle of a growing pile of words, I come to the realization of exactly how RIGHT he is. Almost all of my non-academic work that I end up writing down and either blogging, posting in a note, or filing away for my own eyes only, is very, very close to a first draft rough. I tend to move slowly through the writing (1-5 pages per writing session on my novel, for example, and spaced apart by days or months), but that's because of the constant pauses to "observe" what the characters are doing, and where this is going.

Most of the stuff I finish, and even post, follows the same pattern:

Put on some music (I can't work in the deafening world of just words in my own head without damping them out with the focusing effect of external stimuli...but I use music instead of TV because of the visual distraction from the TV)

Write it slowly, correcting words, usage, and structure within the current sentence only...rarely going back to revise the previous one(s).

Spell-check (not always thoroughly effective... :) )

Read through once to make sure I haven't made any glaring faux pas that will annony the living crud out of me later.

Put it aside to store or post later.

I find that if I spend too much time going back through and revising, I get lost in the changes, and they become eternally recurrent. It also seems to lose some of the original flow and idea. It seems...almost tarnished or dulled...a weird way to describe it, I know, but it's as best as I can describe the feeling of working over the writing too much.

A benefit of this "first draft" approach is that very, very, very often, my own writing is new and surprising to me if I go back and read it later. I am sometimes pleasantly surprised, and at times frustrated with myself for not writing it differently. More often than not, however, this latter feeling comes from having grown in experience and writing style from attacking other projects in the interim.

But of all these projects, the novel has been the clearest indicator of the Stephen King effect in full-force. Every time I think I have a section all planned out, I'll get to writing it, and realize that this is not really what is going on...the writing changes on the spot, and I'm usually happy with the result. I am almost as surprised by my own tale at this point than an outside reader would be. I say almost, because I have a vague idea of where the over-arching story arc is headed...but each time I write some more, my certainty in the direction and contents of that arc fuzz up just a little more. And I'm not sure that the idea stems more from the plot prediction any movie-goer or reader may do themselves when coming across a new story, or from really having an idea of where this will all end up.

I must admit, however, that this third-person perspective in the creative process does somewhat attempt to dull the personal satisfaction in the work done...after all, I often feel like more of a reporter than a creator. And yet, even this is not enough to dampen how cathartic and relaxing this hobby can be.

Fact is, I enjoy it just for the sake of doing it. That I put some of it out there in the wide world of the web is merely to share some of that with my friends and family...but so far the store of what I keep to myself or very close to myself is growing as large or larger than that which I have let out...and I'm comfortable with that. :)

So, writing, writing, and writing it will be. Dissertation and papers for work, and missives, prose, and fiction to relax. It's a good thing I renewed my enjoyment of Aikido...or I could very well never have a reason to leave a desk. :)

Musing accompanying this latest episode of single-pass ghostwriting:

From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDQS1bFgjN8



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9IixYR_p-4


From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=il-9_CudEu0


From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwbIkzDVVFQ


From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ziThYl6B2vw




From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hjZoIxCx-HY


From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dmjNM85hbnA



From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OOVv39cPOKk




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The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Steps in an Empty Ballroom III

(Part 1)
(Part 2)


Gently cradling the tired and dusty one,
The visitor joins in the tears,
Two souls join in the mourning awakening demands
Words insufficient, unfound, yet superfluous,
In silence they mourn to an unsung dirge.

The weathered face struggles to look up,
With great effort, with last breaths,
Fear, unfathomable sadness from the dimmed eyes,
Accent the question rasped out,
"Must I? Oh, friend, must I?"

Fresh tears join the rivulets already forded
As the visitor holds the Fool closer,
Gently, tenderly, kindly, whispers,
"Yes, my friend, but together let's advance.
Let's stand, brothers, and face this final task."

His last breath expended, the Old Fool assents
One final nod, the realization complete.
And as they rise, the last of the spark drains,
On his feet again, the visitor alone remains,
A dry, dusty shell now all he's cradling.

Cold settles into the decrepit remains,
The Fool now released from his prison,
His victim gone, the visitor mourns now alone.
This righteous deed...the merciful murder...
The reasons feel hollow, plaintive, and numb.

The killer gently lays his victim on the dusty tiles,
A final resting place, an epilogue to a tale long done.
The executioner reaches out, and gently, tenderly, sorrowfully,
Closes those eyes of sorrow for the last time,
"Forgive me, my friend. May you find your peace now."

Before this plea is fully complete,
The murderer shrieks and jumps back aghast,
As the body before him crumbles like so much loose dust.
The dust is carried away, though no breeze is felt.
The wonder replaces the horror, as the room awakes.

Like a waking giant, the room seems to rumble.
The dust that had grayed this temple of sorrow
Washes away, slowly vanishes as the room brightens
Rapidly, years roll back, the heaviness of time lifts,
The room recalls its glory the world had long forgotten.

Stupefied and amazed, a murderer stands alone,
A living centerpiece in a dazzling miracle of rebirth.
As the brightness and light finish their invasion,
The furthest, darkest corner now bathed in life and glow,
The head table is revealed, and with it the truth...

...

With that, we leave our visitor, our murderer, our executioner,
To meet with his forgiveness, absolution, and validation.
And while what he met, what he saw, what he learned was for him alone,
We can leave you with this:

In the past lies both joy and sorrow,
Both ecstasy and pain,
Both need and satisfaction,
Both loss and all that is whole.
It is both the best and the worst.

But it is merely the past.

It cannot be the present,
And it can never be tomorrow.

It can be a lesson for life,
But it cannot be life.

It can inform the present,
But it cannot inhabit the present.

Most grasp this as self-evident,
But not all can so easily.
A past, forced to live in the present,
Is merely an empty, hollow shell.
It is death masquerading as life.

Will you choose life?
Will you live?
Or will you become merely the echoes of steps in an empty ballroom?

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From: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I10Cxv7qHJ8




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The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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Friday, December 4, 2009

Ayn Rand Quotes

http://www.working-minds.com/ARquotes.htm

Some of my favorites:


We would do well to pay attention to the following one:
"The [U.S.] Constitution is a limitation on the government, not on private individuals ... it does not prescribe the conduct of private individuals, only the conduct of the government ... it is not a charter for government power, but a charter of the citizen's protection against the government."

"Did you really think we want those laws observed?" said Dr. Ferris. "We want them to be broken. You'd better get it straight that it's not a bunch of boy scouts you're up against... We're after power and we mean it... There's no way to rule innocent men. The only power any government has is the power to crack down on criminals. Well, when there aren't enough criminals one makes them. One declares so many things to be a crime that it becomes impossible for men to live without breaking laws. Who wants a nation of law-abiding citizens? What's there in that for anyone? But just pass the kind of laws that can neither be observed nor enforced or objectively interpreted – and you create a nation of law-breakers – and then you cash in on guilt. Now that's the system, Mr. Reardon, that's the game, and once you understand it, you'll be much easier to deal with." ('Atlas Shrugged' 1957)

"There is a level of cowardice lower than that of the conformist: the fashionable non-conformist."


"A rational man is guided by his thinking – by a process of Reason – not by his feelings and desires."


"Reason is a faculty that man has to exercise by choice."


"We can evade reality, but we cannot evade the consequences of evading reality."


"The Argument from Intimidation is a confession of intellectual impotence." ('The Virtue of Selfishness' 1964)


"In order to live, man must act; in order to act, he must make choices; in order to make choices, he must define a code of values; in order to define a code of values, he must know what he is and where he is – i.e. he must know his own nature (including his means of knowledge) and the nature of the universe in which he acts – i.e. he needs metaphysics, epistemology, ethics, which means: philosophy. He cannot escape from this need; his only alternative is whether the philosophy guiding him is to be chosen by his mind or by chance."


And also from: http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Ayn_Rand


If you ask me to name the proudest distinction of Americans, I would choose- because it contains all the others- the fact that they were the people who created the phrase to make money. No other language or nation had ever used these words before; men had always thought of wealth as a static quantity- to be seized, begged, inherited, shared, looted or obtained as a favor. Americans were the first to understand that wealth has to be created.


...observe that in all the propaganda of the ecologists—amidst all their appeals to nature and pleas for 'harmony with nature'—there is no discussion of man's needs and the requirements of his survival. Man is treated as if he were an unnatural phenomenon. Man cannot survive in the kind of state of nature that the ecologists envision—i.e., on the level of sea urchins or polar bears...


You know how people long to be eternal. But they die with every day that passes. When you meet them, they’re not what you met last. In any given hour, they kill some part of themselves. They change, they deny, they contradict--and they call it growth. At the end there’s nothing left, nothing unreversed or unbetrayed; as if there had never been an entity, only a succession of adjectives fading in and out on an unformed mass.


America's abundance was created not by public sacrifices to the common good, but by the productive genius of free men who pursued their own personal interests and the making of their own private fortunes. They did not starve the people to pay for America's industrialization. They gave the people better jobs, higher wages, and cheaper goods with every new machine they invented, with every scientific discovery or technological advance- and thus the whole country was moving forward and profiting, not suffering, every step of the way.


Every movement that seeks to enslave a country, every dictatorship or potential dictatorship, needs some minority group as a scapegoat which it can blame for the nation's troubles and use as a justification of its own demands for dictatorial powers. In Soviet Russia, the scapegoat was the bourgeoisie; in Nazi Germany, it was the Jewish people; in America, it is the businessmen.


Remember also that the smallest minority on earth is the individual. Those who deny individual rights, cannot claim to be defenders of minorities.


Every coercive monopoly was created by government intervention into the economy: by special privileges, such as franchises or subsidies, which closed the entry of competitors into a given field, by legislative action.


The right to vote is a consequence, not a primary cause, of a free social system—and its value depends on the constitutional structure implementing and strictly delimiting the voters' power; unlimited majority rule is an instance of the principle of tyranny.


“Free competition enforced by law” is a grotesque contradiction in terms.




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The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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ASBO Jesus

Thanks to Josh H. for the link to this great comic. From the archives, here are my favorites:

Comic located at: http://asbojesus.wordpress.com

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/10/21/795/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/10/02/787/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/10/08/789/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/09/27/784/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/08/20/774/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/04/02/692/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/03/31/689/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2009/01/30/642/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/11/12/587/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/11/03/579/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/09/20/552/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/05/23/473/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/04/07/433/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/01/24/358/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2008/01/09/339/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2007/10/21/187/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2007/10/20/185/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2007/10/16/175/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2007/10/08/136/

http://asbojesus.wordpress.com/2007/05/16/29/






--
The Old Fool

“If liberty means anything at all it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” -George Orwell.


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